Today we continue the “Real Women. Real Stories.” series on Compared to Who! This series features women from the Compared to Who? book trailer who were asked to write on a sign what lie the mirror most frequently tells/or has told them. Here’s Erin’s story. (Be sure to watch the “Behind the Scenes” video too if you want to hear more of Erin’s story. She’s interviewed towards the middle!)
At 8 years old, I looked in the mirror and saw that I had a belly many of my friends didn’t have. As I got older and began developing sooner than my friends, I saw that as fat and ugly and thought I was gross to look at.
During seasons of body changes are the worst – pregnancy and post-pregnancy are hard for me. Getting older and losing muscle tone I used to pride myself on (even though I bullied myself as well) has been difficult. New struggles pop up as I wean my last baby and (cough cough) gravity really presents itself. When life gets busy and I don’t spend time with my Father, that’s when the lies really start to creep up and get me.
I constantly remind myself of the Truth in God’s Word. I fill up on it. My purpose doesn’t lie in what I look like. I remind myself that I want to enjoy life and not kill joy and waste time bullying my body the way I did for over 20 years.
That the Holy Spirit will bring light to their struggles. So many are struggling and seeing it as a normal part of being a woman. I pray that they will be released from this enslavement, because that’s what it is. I pray that Christ’s freedom will heal their wounds.